13.10 Professor NDiana A Whole New World

 Sometimes it is necessary to be alone! Away from other’s thoughts, opinions and control that tend to cause us to split our focus away from our own personal power.. This is the conclusion I came to when I found myself in the well of toxic despair.  It’s difficult to be good to someone else if your not in a  good space yourself. I choose to be authentic to myself which is the only gift I can give back to others who cross my path.  I am finally alone in nature!  Birds are singing, I feel the gentle breeze caressing me as I observe the beauty of the glorious colors of autumn. I am patiently waiting for the guidance of my higher self to reconnect me to the voice of my own intuition and peace.  From Kahlil Gibran “ The Prophet":  He believed in love, he believed in peace, and he believed in understanding. “Let there be spaces in your togetherness, And let the winds of the heavens dance between you. Love one another but make not a bond of love: Let it rather...

  12/02/2023 Melancholy is not my natural state, but the last several days I have been unable to come out of the well of deep contemplation and I don’t have a desire to interact with others. Is there a premonition of an external event that is the underlying cause? Its as though the outside world chaos has settled inside my heart. Christmas is the season of Joy, and yet, somehow the suffering within & without the body of Oneness is blanketing the world in a darkness that is closing heavily around me, trying to extinguish my light, like a black storm cloud. I do not wish to alarm you, but to share all emotions with you is honest. In the quiet of meditation, I am trying to discover why I am having these feelings, my soul has the ability to pick up these vibrations. There are many, many souls living in darkness now, perhaps this is my reason for sorrow…tomorrow will be a better day! 

  At 14 a move to another town without any consideration for my Mother’s heartfelt opinion and advice broke her spirit. We were a family of 7-children and I observed her incredible sadness from the 1st day she walked in the door to the home my father purchased without consulting her. The spiral down of their marriage ended up in a divorce my senior year and I was devastated at the way I observed how my younger brothers and sisters were suffering being split and barely taken care of. I was unable to go away to college as I had planned because my Mother needed me to care for the younger 2 that lived with her. Lost in the chaos of this at 18, I was seeking answers to what direction I could take and ended up joining the mormon church when I heard “families are forever” I married in the Salt Lake Temple 1-year later and was required to keep their covenants secret and told at the end of the 5-hours of a live acted presentation that, if I ever betrayed them, I would be in “outer darkness ...

Last night as I was drifting off to sleep I envisioned a possible way to create a human soul connection to link all of us around the world, our own higher authentic connection to counteract artificial intelligence, AI…. CHATCPI  Creativity Passion Imagination using the untapped 90% of our own brainpower. Let’s share innovative ideas that expand our consciousness and possibilities.  What ingenious ways do you envision to create a Whole New World?  I’ll share a vision I had in the Sacred  Urumbamba Valley before I spent the entire night under a full moon inside the walls of Machu Pichu for the winter solstice sunrise. I saw a web of points of light all around the earth rising up, as I looked closer, I saw that the web was actually people holding hands to create this web. Each person then reached down and took hold of a hand that was reaching up and the web continued to rise as we became connected all around the world.  

 If you’ve given up hope in the chaos of this moment in the matrix of time as you perceive it, hold on, hold on, Hold On! You’ve come at exactly the right time to change the future of humanity and all the Earth.  I’m excited to share a journey of touching new heights of knowledge that will incorporate the true history that you’ve not been told, that has been hidden and obscured for many thousands of years. So check in and let me know that you are interested in raising your awareness and consciousness and I will share what I’ve learned in the many decades of my search for truth!