Sadness is weighing heavy when I should be filled with Joy

 12/02/2023

Melancholy is not my natural state, but the last several days I have been unable to come out of the well of deep contemplation and I don’t have a desire to interact with others. Is there a premonition of an external event that is the underlying cause? Its as though the outside world chaos has settled inside my heart. Christmas is the season of Joy, and yet, somehow the suffering within & without the body of Oneness is blanketing the world in a darkness that is closing heavily around me, trying to extinguish my light, like a black storm cloud. I do not wish to alarm you, but to share all emotions with you is honest. In the quiet of meditation, I am trying to discover why I am having these feelings, my soul has the ability to pick up these vibrations. There are many, many souls living in darkness now, perhaps this is my reason for sorrow…tomorrow will be a better day!